I smudged this red sharpie and ballpoint pen into my cuticles almost twenty-four hours ago, and it still looks like I just clawed my way out of a grave.
I haven't been home since before school on Friday morning. I got another nosebleed this morning. I only started getting them a few months ago, and it's curious because it's never actually a full on nosebleed. No dripping. There just sometimes happens to be a bit of blood in there. Always in the same nostril too. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but I'm wondering if there's something wrong with me. I would like to assume not.
I'm learning so much about myself. I needed more confidence. Ha. That was a joke.
Also. God damn it! I'm happy.
I always knew I could be. But never was I aware it could possibly be to this extent.
I haven't been home since before school on Friday morning. I got another nosebleed this morning. I only started getting them a few months ago, and it's curious because it's never actually a full on nosebleed. No dripping. There just sometimes happens to be a bit of blood in there. Always in the same nostril too. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but I'm wondering if there's something wrong with me. I would like to assume not.
I'm learning so much about myself. I needed more confidence. Ha. That was a joke.
Also. God damn it! I'm happy.
I always knew I could be. But never was I aware it could possibly be to this extent.
